Seriously. It seems like most of the day, all I think about is sex.... about how I want it... about when I'll get it next. Even in the glow after sex... I wonder if there is a chance I'll get it again that day. So.. I guess that makes a greedy, horny girl. Which is fine I suppose... I am who I am... and I'm okay with that.
I have found the issue in this is that... Ben does not share the same sex drive that his nympho of a wife has. As of late it feels like our sex life has settled into a slower pace... one of which I am not happy about. That's not to say that I'm unhappy, because that is not the case at all. I'm still very happy and in love with my husband... I just have this urge... this unquenchable thirst for sex- all the time.
I know lots of people would just say so, what's the problem. Well. The problem is that I'm not getting it as frequently as I'd like and damn it, I miss it! I miss when our sex was everyday. The quality has no changed, just merely the quantity.
I also know that a lot of people have sex far less than me and I should not be complaining.... buttttt I've tasted the life of getting it all the time. It's hard to go back. I know we're both tired... and we work a lot but there's always time for it.. you just have to make it. The other thing is... if you ask him, he will tell you he can't keep up with me and that I'm killing him (hehe). So I suppose that means I just have to deal with it and figure out a way to sedate my needs some.
Sigh.. I just miss it. That's all.... or if I could just cut down my drive just a tad... maybe it wouldn't be so bad. I mean, if this is our worst problem, we've got it made right? :-)
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you are not the only one who feels this way....I feel so frustrated at times that my sexual energy isn't getting fully spent. I am so glad I found your web site. I am into the spanking (but not as daring as you) some, but I'm just glad there is someone out there that understands what can be going on inside my head (even if you don't know me). It is nice to read your posts and feel an ethereal connection out there with someone who might possibly know the same things I go through in my own life/head. Thanks for giving me an outlet for my thoughts.
I'm glad you found my blog too! :-) I always welcome new readers and hearing from them.. something I don't too often so thanks for leaving a comment!
I know what you mean about feeling a connection to someone you don't know and they don't know you. I feel that way about some of the blogs I read too... like I have this little window into their world. It's truly exciting.
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